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Jinx MonsoonHonestly though, it’s the same as last time you asked for our help. The crown only belongs to one of 2 queens. Jinx Monsoon is my ultimate pick. She is a true entertainter that has true charisma, uniqueness, nerve, and talent. You know…this season showed a lot of the internalized bullying and hatred that goes on within the glbt community. When Jinx began establishing herself, all Roxy did was bully and harass her. I (kind of) hate just jumping on my soap box like this, but come on. I have so much admiration, respect, and love for Jinx. She was pushed so hard and ruthlessly, but she never pushed back. She stood up. Even if Alaska gets the crown, Jinx is the winner in my book. Jinx Monsoon is The SuperstarAlaska is A SuperstarRoxy is beautiful in what ever color she paints on, there’s no denying it. BUT…when all that is washed away…her true colors are just ugly, Hunty.
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Jinx MonsoonHonestly though, it’s the same as last time you asked for our help. The crown only belongs to one of 2 queens. Jinx Monsoon is my ultimate pick. She is a true entertainter that has true charisma, uniqueness, nerve, and talent. You know…this season showed a lot of the internalized bullying and hatred that goes on within the glbt community. When Jinx began establishing herself, all Roxy did was bully and harass her. I (kind of) hate just jumping on my soap box like this, but come on. I have so much admiration, respect, and love for Jinx. She was pushed so hard and ruthlessly, but she never pushed back. She stood up. Even if Alaska gets the crown, Jinx is the winner in my book. Jinx Monsoon is The SuperstarAlaska is A SuperstarRoxy is beautiful in what ever color she paints on, there’s no denying it. BUT…when all that is washed away…her true colors are just ugly, Hunty.
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Jinx MonsoonHonestly though, it’s the same as last time you asked for our help. The crown only belongs to one of 2 queens. Jinx Monsoon is my ultimate pick. She is a true entertainter that has true charisma, uniqueness, nerve, and talent. You know…this season showed a lot of the internalized bullying and hatred that goes on within the glbt community. When Jinx began establishing herself, all Roxy did was bully and harass her. I (kind of) hate just jumping on my soap box like this, but come on. I have so much admiration, respect, and love for Jinx. She was pushed so hard and ruthlessly, but she never pushed back. She stood up. Even if Alaska gets the crown, Jinx is the winner in my book. Jinx Monsoon is The SuperstarAlaska is A SuperstarRoxy is beautiful in what ever color she paints on, there’s no denying it. BUT…when all that is washed away…her true colors are just ugly, Hunty.
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Jinx Monsoon
Honestly though, it’s the same as last time you asked for our help. The crown only belongs to one of 2 queens.
Jinx Monsoon is my ultimate pick. She is a true entertainter that has true charisma, uniqueness, nerve, and talent. You know…this season showed a lot of the internalized bullying and hatred that goes on within the glbt community. When Jinx began establishing herself, all Roxy did was bully and harass her. I (kind of) hate just jumping on my soap box like this, but come on. I have so much admiration, respect, and love for Jinx. She was pushed so hard and ruthlessly, but she never pushed back. She stood up. Even if Alaska gets the crown, Jinx is the winner in my book.
Jinx Monsoon is The Superstar
Alaska is A Superstar
Roxy is beautiful in what ever color she paints on, there’s no denying it. BUT…when all that is washed away…her true colors are just ugly, Hunty.

If my own life were a fairytale, I’d be the prince(ess) and I’d have my family, my heart warming sidekicks, my fairytale woodland friends, and fairy godmothers…but everything else would be written as if I were under an evil curse. There has only ever been one prince I’ve dated that I believe was a good guy…but from a certain point, it was clear that we just characters from different stories. Every other guy I have ever dated was revealed as a horrible monster or villain. For a while, their neurotoxins had allowed me to be a little (or…a lot) jaded and cynical.
After pricking my finger on too many spinning wheel spindles, eating too many poison apples, and giving up my voice, I allowed myself to fall in to the forever sleep and just give up. My family and friends did a great deal to preserve me and keep me, but it ultimately was me that made me wake up and save myself.
While I feel I don’t have anything to really give me proof that I have my prince out there, while I don’t feel I have anything from my past to make me feel hopeful for my future love life, I just…am. I don’t know how to describe it or how to even give a comparison, but I just have this internal feeling, like this warmth in my heart, that tells me that he is out there and that we will meet somewhere, sometime. Maybe it’s faith? Maybe it’s hope? Maybe my heart just knows? I don’t know what it is, but I have it. It’s in my heart and it keeps me going.
I may want to have him by my side and in my arms right now, but I know that I don’t need him right now. Until I find the man that I do need in my life, I will always be wanting to find him. But until I do, I will live my own life and continue to be happy and grateful that I have this life to live and for all I have.
We probably have our own demons to vanquish, mysteries to solve, and lessons to learn before our stories can finally be written as one. And one day, they will be written as one. I believe that I will find my one and discover all that happens after that last page says, “And they lived Happily Ever After”.

~Nathan

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